“Sorry”

Ang dali-dali lang sabihin no? Sabi-sabi ng masasakit na salita sayo tapos sa huli Sorry. Hahaha! Nakakatawa talaga. Lahat ng ginawa niyang mali kapalit Sorry lang!? NAKAKAINSULTO NA EWAN! :)

Fashion Article. I was browsing my files and I found this. This is our project in Social last year (Junior Days) This article is written by my former classmate, Daracel Rivera. Photos are captured by Jette Soto. Pose Processing, Edit, and most of the photos are captured by me! :D =))

*lol because I’m their group leader!

It’s been a month since I got my glasses. Actually I have one since I was in first year HS but I decided not to wear it despite of my bad astigmatism on left eye because It hurts my nose. LOL! Plus It’s irritating and uncomfortable. Yes, I wear contacts but just occasionally. It’s so scary to use contacts everyday you know! I really regret that I didn’t listen to my Mom and Uncle (my Uncle is my doctor) huhuhu. lalo lang tuloy tumaas grado ko. Goal : No matter what, I must wear this everyday. *bow

OHEI. My hair grows fast! .__.

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Last last night,

I type this on my mobile’s memo because I can’t sleep and I get this random thoughts in my head..

“It’s 12:48 am and I’m still awake, there are so many things in my mind like random memories and what ifs. I feel sad, I’m scared, because I thought about something really depressing.. it’s about losing something you can’t live without. Did you ever think about falling out of love? What if one day, he wakes up and then suddenly he realize that he don’t need you anymore, what if he suddenly fall out of love and leave you. I can’t find myself.. being alone. I feel like my hands were numb because it wishes to hold yours. I can feel my arms longing to hug you. I can feel my heart is bleeding. It hurts, it hurts so bad even by just thinking that this may happen. But you know, there’s one thing I believe, our red strings are connected. And if I’m wrong, I promise to fight for you. I promise that we will make our own destiny.”

LOL. the next morning when I saw this, I was like : “dafuq did I just type?” because I find this awkward and corny. (upload it anyway)

PS: Okay I lied. The truth is I’m not sure if it’s corny or I’m just shy, hahahahaha!

2012 New year’s resolution (re-make)

• Achieve super flawless skin. I just don’t have reasons to be ugly. I need to gain more height, whiten my skin (more) & remove my eyebugs.
• Reach 10,000 in my money savings. magastos ako kaya di ako sanay mag ipon. pag may 1K ako gastos agad. huhu
• Enchance my talents. Everybody needs to improve their skills.
• Buy new cellphone.
• Never cut my bangs! for a change/new look!
• Finish cosplay plans. Photoshoot, Dead master, Louise, & Rahzel cosplay.
• Write a story or song. I should really write the thoughs in my mind.
• Be in the top list. be tumblr famous, be an honor student, be the president in my school, be the first place in all my contest.
• Buy new digital or lomo camera. Diana F+, Yashica, Rolleiflex
• Finish asdfghjklscrapbook.
• Have a Diary or Planner.
• Learn how to edit in PS or SV. coz I still don’t memorize stuffs there and I end up editing in movie maker, photoscape and picnik. -.-“

Just got home from SM Southmall. (We bought stuffs for school) Mom bought me a new book, it’s called Ghostgirl by Tonya Hurley! I want the hardbound though but they’re out of stocks </3 ;__;

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Ang dami kong plano pero wala akong pera! I mean may atm ako, pero ayoko gastusin alang-alang sa new year’s resolution ko. Kinompute ko ung allowance ko from June to March, at nalaman ko na pag di ko ginastos pera ko eh makakaipon ako ng 30K+! :O - bakit ngayon ko lang napagtanto, ngayong 4th year na ako! *facepalm*

Home made brownies by me. lol, it’s my first time to bake and I’m sorry for that! :| :)) But still, I’m proud that it taste good despite of the shape. yey, I feel happy. Cookies next time!

@ Ceciles Resort

This is supposed to be Pump squad members only, unfortunately not all of us can make it so we decided to invite other friends. Pero may nangyari! One of our friends can’t make it and texted us 2 hours before the meeting time that we will re-sched. Eh nakapagpasaing na ako ng para sa 10 tao, and ung iba naming kasama di niya nadaanan ng gm, on the way na, nakapagpaalam na at nakahingi na ng pera. So kung sasabihin naming di matutuloy, papagalitan kami + badshot + di na din papayagan makasama sa re-sched swimming. So tinuloy nalang namin kahit 6 lang kami, kasi it’s now or never eh.

So here are some of our photos :

Me with Jolo. Sorry na, malalim na kasi jan eh. Di ko na abot! Huhuhu

Mahannah and Joshua <3 yiie

if you’re wondering why our hair is not wet well because this photos are taken while were eating our lunch, hoho.

Last shot before we leave! © Abigail (Me) /Hi Kurt nice shoulder! So itim huh =)))

Syempre ako din! :)) © Kurt /this is my current DP on fb.

PS : Ooh. wala picture si Prejose, camera shy pff.

Yesterday..

I had a heart-to-heart-talk with one of my friends. He keeps telling me that I am “chicks” it’s just that there’s aura-something in me that says, ‘Go away! I’m not interested with you!’ and I just said, ‘Haha! so you guys noticed huh? well I really don’t need to stand out. what for? I already have my friends, family, and special someone. What? you want me to use make-ups and get rape!?’ he replied, ‘No! I mean, don’t you want people notice that you look attractive. Quit of wearing t-shirts and jogging pants and start wearing swag outfits or new trend clothes. I know you respect your self, but I’m just telling you that please be a girl okay?! LOL’  - And now, I realized that.. almost all of my friends already said that to me. So it means, I’m really blind that I can’t see the fact that I’m not acting like a girl? LOL!!!